Worthless

Yet again I take to the pen again to tell a tale of hell

Hell if I know what I know, here I go to and fro

Wandering aimlessly to the nothingness of despair

Life's not fair but a nightmare as we stare into the devil's snare

Trapped in his lair called Earth since birth without any worth

In a dump, a slump in this depression within my damnation

Walking 10,000 miles yet stuck in the pile with each mile

Not worth a damn as I try to break the dam

The beauty within was turned to dust in a blink of an eye

No eye nor ear would hear anything I say or pray today

No way this is how it's supposed to be, where's serenity

Or the key to set me free to see the light as I write

No matter how hard I work, it all seems more and more like a waste

A waste to shed some light in everything I fight

Trying to keep pushing through this hell

All alone as I'll die alone, on my own in a life blown

But I kept getting up and fight with all my might

To see in sight what I want to find

To build something mine to shine in the darkest night

"Build it and they'll come" maybe some but damn

What if I work to death for naught and all I got

Nothing but hell in the end and all the nightmares

And the painful sorrow no one would borrow

A life of painful misery is what I get tomorrow